20.6.2005
Made it! I was too nervous and not eloquent enough for a top grade, but hey, I passed. I think I'll only be able to relax for a few moments after I've passed my other 5 exams (this one is the only mandatory one, so to say). Need to change my learning tactics... and really, really need to sleep, but I can't, because I'm learning. Like always at this time of year, I also want to write, but have no time for it. I felt so good yesterday. It's melting away, the knot.

18.6.2005
Listening to Maaya Sakamoto unplugged (Tune the rainbow is playing right now... now Danielle), I have become pointlessly nostalgic. My feeling is not directed toward anything specific set in the past, it's just a general bittersweet melancholy. Like touching upon something inside yourself that represents your past, and finding that it hurts a little. However, it's not bad, as long as I don't start obsessing over that feeling (uh-oh).
Apart from that, I have a swishy new skirt. Yay for swishy fashion-victim-ish skirts! Also, I kind of have a new fetish, and his name is Christian Bale. Ever since HYD ended, I've been feeling empty... you should see that video I made a short while ago and how I kept the camera on a picture of Rui. ... So much for obsessing. Hey, Pisces are prone to getting addicted, so it just takes a while longer for me (because I am cool like that... I guess). Though I sure hope I'll never get tired of Rui (insert random annoying cooing sounds here).

15.6.2005
Just thinking of going back to this nice nice blog. Lj has become painful. For starters, I am trying to figure out how to archive.
Them olden times